September 2010
18 posts
currently
Life has been pretty hectic- ups and downs, good & bad, rain and sunshine. It continues to be one big fucking roller coaster, I seem to be adjusting since this has been on ongoing streak for the past two years if my life.
School has been somewhat of a nightmare this semester. The second I catch up I fall behind I have so much reading and writing to be done which is typically my strength...
My babygirl knows whats up had to reblog this, she... →
ashalaine:
the overwhelming desire to be carefree has me wondering if i am just being reckless. i guess being young is finding that balance. just trying to keep an open mind and heart about anything that comes my way i always tend to let how level headed i am prevent me from experiencing things. you only…
no care.
Me
I don’t hang out with boys anymore
Me
the next time I hang out with one he’s going to take me on a formal date to a restaurant and (not try and come over and watch a movie or some shit) and then he’s going to drop me off at home and not come inside (and call me that week and actually be a gentlemen).
other than that I hang out with my homework and the 6 kids I nanny...
We forget, sometimes, how much the world can hurt. It can hurt people we love, people we don’t, people caught in the middle, even people who would give anything if they could just never, ever get hurt again. But sometimes the hurt can’t be avoided. It’s just coming at us and can’t be stopped, it’s in us and can’t be seen, or is lying next to us in the dark waiting. But sometimes it doesn’t come at...
This is wonderful.
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, and you learn to...
